Sunday, October 9, 2016

Stella Carrier in Heaven Afterlife Journal Entry 8-Started Sunday October 9, 2016 Titled A Seat At the Table



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My ability to look at the future with clear vision is increasing.

I focus steadily on my vision, higher purpose, and goals knowing that as I do I create them.

I'm in the process of moving to my ideal weight.

Everything I Do Brings Me Closer to My Goals

All Answers Are Within Me. I Follow My Inner Wisdom

I Picture Abundance for Myself and Others.

I Draw to Myself Many Wonderful Opportunities To Make A Difference In The World

Some Songs For Today and For This Story

Sebastian Ingrosso, Tommy Trash, John Martin - Reload

Mumford and Sons-Little Lion Man

Of Monsters and Men-Mountain Sound

Every Little Thing She Does is Magic by The Police
Wildest Dreams by Taylor Swift (R3hab Remix)

A Seat At The Table by Stella Carrier

To My Heavenly Spiritual Ally Team Based in the Afterlife Journal Entry 8-Started Sunday October 9, 2016

I was happy at myself for sticking to my walking routine on my off day and for whatever reason I felt an urge to sleep after I got out of the shower and braided my hair. The song Mountain Sound by Of Monsters and Men came on a personalized radio station from iheartradio that is tailored to my favorites. I decided to just relax and lay down in my bed to meditate while waiting for my husband to finish his World of Warcraft game. I was going to see if I could relax to at least three songs via a guided music meditation and then get back up to set the alarm and go to sleep after three songs were over once the song Every Little Thing She Does is Magic by the Police came on.

So much for the experiment of me trying to stay awake after the three songs because I then noticed that I was on some pink and gold plane headed towards The Watergate Hotel room that is pictured on page 102 of the Fall 2016 Bizbash magazine as the song Iconic by Madonna feat. Mike Tyson and Chance the Rapper played. I was wondering what was going to happen to the plane that I flew in as the whole room went white and I was instantly transported to a red, gold, and orange table that sat 9 nine spirits dressed in orange inside this Watergate hotel room with white porcelain masks.

Something guided me to walk towards the table but just as I touched the table an image of a room featuring various rock stars such as Nirvana and in a room that was similar to the Buckeye & Bear Room image of the Fall 2016 Bizbash magazine. A poster of Led Zeppelin the Mothership expanded in size in front of me except the form materialized into a 7 foot tall being who wore the image as a robe and was wearing a human mask similar to a gold and blue mask that showed eyes in similar color to my husband's. I tried to ask him who he is and he calmly explained that he is showing up to me in disguise as a newly hired assistant to my celestial spirit ally team but that he has to conceal my identity partially because he works with both my husband spirit ally team and my late adoptive mother. 

He then gently taps on my shoulder which transports back to the Watergate hotel room where the 9 orange robed beings are sitting and watching both he and I. I asked if I could have a seat at the table and the being with the Led Zeppelin Mothership robe explained that I would be seated if I can promise to be courageous in seating at a seat on top of the table. Less than 5 seconds later, I'm sitting on top of a blue, green, and orange seat that raised me up to a large screen tv looking object that is activated to surface on the same table when the motion is activated by me sitting on the chair.

The peach and purple colored tv then shows an image of 13 women and men dancing on a mountain around a tent and campfire to the song Reload by Sebastian Ingrosso Tommy Trash, and John Martin, The words pop up that I must learn to be braver when it comes to becoming more self-confident and achieving my career dreams and there is a reason for me to share what I do online regardless of whether or not it is appreciated but that they are not allowed to disclose. The number 5 in red pops up as in 5 things/keys must happen to help me transform from the inside

An image popped up of one of my husband's recent dreams where he saw me being interviewed by Liam Neeson on a plane with egg shaped chairs. A telepathic feeling was sent to me that sometimes my husband is going to receive messages to help both he and I as my husband is becoming more self-confident and spiritually developed at a rapid rate and as positive confirmation that he and I are meant to stay married for the rest of our current lifetime regardless of what critics think and to honor my husband as I have been doing and continuing to keep him in mind and onboard when I'm sketching and planning long-term plans.

I'm then shown a scene where a large grizzly bear similar to what I had seen in the Revenant had made its way into my dream but I fortunately got away from it before it had a chance to attack me. I noticed that the grizzly bear was near a beautiful house in a place that I do not recall yet being yet and some music by Kate Ryan played. The message displayed on the screen that the bear was not there for benevolent reasons to me but they used this imagery to ensure that I would remember the message. The dream was meant to symbolize that a paid for house for my husband and I is in alignment with my divine life purpose and that my higher self gave me the intuitive idea of what location for me to consider for doing so. I heard a calm but firm voice explain to set a timeline for myself to do so but publicly keep a secret before I checked with my husband and gave my current employer at least a three week notice regardless of how far out it is. The voice explained that it is fine on who I told already about my plans but that they are not to be shared publicly any further until at least after I give a three week notice regardless of who already knows andor what is suspected. There is then the image of when I had seen a happy college student at my job wear a shirt with the slogan, Goals Are Dreams With Deadlines. The following writing came up on the television that I saw this message in my waking life to help me understand that it is more powerful for me to set deadlines for my dreams even if I have to modify the timelines than if there was not a deadline set at all. Additionally, the grizzly bear and kate ryan references were to help me understand and remind me to be more aware of how the movies I watch and the music I listen to
on youtube can be powerful reality creation tools.


The third image showed my current apartment barely looking  as if I moved in andor if I moved out with the place of where I have in mind for my husband and I. The writing pops up regardless of how far out my deadline is needs to stay independent of the fact that I need to continue to work towards organizing all areas of my life for apartment, as well as preparing it for moving for reasons that are to stay hidden to me for now. However, reassurance was giving to me telepathically that I am going to easily enjoy being able to stay in the Washington D.C. area for at least the rest of this current year at a minimum. However, the message was beamed to me to stick with my current plan and deadline on where I would live to purchase a completely paid for home for my husband and I by the year 2025 or sooner regardless of what others may say because some of the most intelligent and well-meaning critics are projecting their secret feelings, concerns etc on to me unintentionally.


The fourth image flashed remnants of some of my books, magazines, and cds that I'm fortunate to own with the telepathic messages downloaded to me to go ahead and write at least 200 words three times a week and use some of the writing material I already have as training wheels for some of my freelance stories. Then the words popped up this is in alignment with your intuition just make sure to credit the authors when necessary. Your full reasons for us having you do this are to be revealed after my current lifetime and it is ok if my StellaCarrierinheaven blog entries are less frequent as a result of me sticking to the minimum of three times a week writing practice. However, they are allowed to say that for me and others who find their way to this message that doing this is going to benefit everyone involved (i.e. my supporters, rivals, me etc.) One reason given; doing this is going to help me strengthen my imagination which is important for my writing, even my current job and being the best wife I can be and helping me to move closer to increasing my intuition and becoming my true self/my higher self.


The fifth image of 1110-115 dollars and the words food budget. In writing displayed on the tv screen while the song Little Lion Man by Mumford and Songs is playing is that my weight loss will accelerate to the degree that my foods are actually chosen in line with allowing myself  at least 110-115 dollars per two week period. Acknowledge is given that I may face judgement from well-meaning critics who may not understand why I'm training my subconscious to buy food while being food stamp free. However, the words in gold then appear Time is going to redeem me in my weight loss efforts if I consider this advice. Right when I ponder a way to do this an image is shown of me looking online at the food available at one of the cheapest grocery stores near where I'm at and calculating the estimated tally. Then the words flash up Reason being; You must save at least one third of your after tax paycheck with ideally no more than 5 percent spent for fun money. Additional Insight;Your current work holds both the clue to your life purpose and where you are to go for seeking professional help in raising your self-confidence and feeling smart enough. You are making strides in seeing your inner and outer beauty but you still need work on believing in your potential and intellectual capabilities. Right then I'm shown an image of asking someone over my cellphone if they could charge me on a sliding scale basis. Before I could ask more questions, the orange robed beings join in hands and a beautiful gold and aqua bluish light come up before my husband gently wakes me up as the R3hab Remix of the song Wildest Dreams by Taylor Swift comes on.




Some Sources I'm being intuitively guided to share that were in the story

music from iheartradio and Pandora

Washington Venues feature on page 102 of the Fall 2016 Bizbash magazine issue featuring images of the Watergate Hotel, National Air and Space Museum, Buckeye & Bear, Jinya Ramen Bar

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