To My Heavenly Spiritual Ally Team Based in the Afterlife Journal Entry 6-Started Monday August 29, 2016
Affirmations:
My writing improves as a result of listening to my intuition and wisdom from within as well as from my supporters and from the critics who I can easily see/discern are coming from helpful intent.
I believe in the quality of my work regardless of how it is judged andor perceived.
I know what I want in life and wisely heed both my logic and intuition in knowing how to obtain my goals, as well as being open to listening to those who truly have my best interests at heart.
My self-confidence grows more each day.
My communication and writing skills improve each day
I am in the process of achieving significant accomplishment and movement in all areas of my life.
I give my best each day knowing that doing so paves the way for being highly regarded by what I have to offer in all areas of my life. However, I learn to believe in myself and my self-worth regardless of what is reflected externally in my life.
I shape and work up my plans to make my weight loss and fitness goals a higher priority knowing that I am following my intuition and logic regardless of how this is perceived.
I successfully improve my stride in all areas of my life as I test out what I'm capable of.
orindaben.com affirmations
I am a lucid dreamer
I know what I want and get it.
I always have enough time
I forgive myself. I release the past.
I'm in the process of manifesting a firm, strong, lean feminine body.
All that I need is within me. I'm in the process of living my greatest potential.
I'm in the process of learning that the universe is safe, abundant, and friendly,
I am awakening spiritually to my full potential.
Songs For This Story:
Best Day of My Life by the American Authors
Music by Madonna
X's and O's by Elle King
Fancy by Iggy Azalea feat. Charli XCX
Clocks by Coldplay
We Run the Night by Havana Brown
Smooth by Carlos Santana feat. Rob Thomas
To My Heavenly Spiritual Ally Team Based in the Afterlife Journal Entry 6-Started Monday August 29, 2016
Anchors Aweigh
I awaken to find myself on a purple, yellow, and turquoise blue replica of the destroyer class ship that I was stationed on in Yokosuka, Japan. However, what gives me a clue that I'm in a heaven-like astral world is that it is beautifully sunny outside and I notice that the sailors are wearing red and gold navy uniforms while happily chanting Anchors Aweigh (on a floating type of ship above pink and purple clouds). Attached to the ship are actually three accommodation ladders that are blue, orange, and emerald green. One of the sailors dressed in a red and gold navy uniform asks yet also wearing a Madonna mask asks me which ladder do I want to try. I think of the orange one and less than five seconds later the ladder transports me to a replica of the building where I work at in the University of Maryland College Park. For some reason the sidewalk in that replica is painted all turquoise blue and a peach and violet truck parked outside of the replica is regular length but somehow the size of one of my apartment buildings. I only have three seconds to notice this before the back of the trunk opens with brief glimpses of sunlight and a flower like hand pulling me inside the truck.
What i see inside this truck creates an enigmatic memory in my mind even more. The inside of the truck is actually five times as large as I imagined from the outside and the inside is a cartoon like scene that is similiar and has various colors and scenery such as in the movie Strawberry Shortcake-The Sweet Dreams Movie just with a more added turquoise and deep navy blue. Even the delivery operation that is inside the truck is colorful in a cartoonish way as some of the various workers dressed in Strawberry Shortcake's clothing that are moving some various colored objects on the conveyor belt. There are other workers dressed in blue and gold outfits with matching blue and gold outfits. Then there are some other package workers dressed as rockers and people that belong at a club. I noticed that one conveyor belt is beige and red and has different food items moving on the belts while another conveyor belt is white and yellow with various packages on the belt such as angel figurines, standard envelope packages that sometimes come from places such as Amazon.com, and even a guitar and tv looking package. As the conveyor belts move one of the Strawberry Shortcake workers asks me with a peaceful smile which package do I want to have a look it. For some reason I'm drawn to a gold angel and star looking figurine that the worker/employee hands to me.
Less than 10 seconds after I touch the gold angel and star looking figurine, I'm in a colorful city of people dressed in various time periods of Earth's history as well as outfits that I do not recall ever seeing during my lifetime (of the various historical time periods). Although I do see a spirit walking by dressed as Goku of Dragon Ball Z smiling (even glowing in similiar cartoonish color) and giving out passes to families for entrance into a bright white and blue building named Hollywood has a sign reading tonight by popular demand the following songs are to be performed by musicians paying respects to these artists; American Authors, Madonna, Elle King, Iggy Azeala feat. Charli XCX, Coldplay, Havana Brown, Carlos Santana feat. Rob Thomas, Journey and many more. A music mashup of Madonna and Elle King start to play from within the club and the music sounds eerily similiar to what the actual artists themselves would sing over the radio (even though I had just seen four spirits dressed as Porcelain dolls sing in a way to where you would have thought the actual artists themselves gave the performance. However, seeing inside the club with my intuitive vision the families did not seem to mind and many of them cheerfully clapped with the dark haired, blond haired, and red haired Porcelain doll, and a spirit dressed in a respectful tribute to Tina Turner as a Tina Turner doll modestly taking in the applause and holding their hands together as they take a bow before the crowd.
I ask the Goku dressed character if I can enter the club but he politely makes it clear that I'm allowed to see the club for ideas towards my present and future storytelling but that he had instructions from my future self that I'm not yet ready to go inside the club and that it is for spirits who have already crossed over from their earth life into the afterlife realms as well as for certain currently living spirits on earth who have been approved to see inside certain clubs and sights because of their level of spiritual development and being pride free. However, with compassion and a friendly smile, the Goku character tells me that the day is going to eventually come when I am going to be ready to see inside it. Less than a few seconds later, my much thinner (110 pounds) and smiling future self appears dressed in a violet velvet tracksuit and thanks the Goku character for holding my attention while she was working in concert with my higher self and other members of my celestial spirit ally team to get a meeting with me.
Instantly, she compassionately but firmly makes it clear that I must instantly get in the replica of the beige tan mazda 3 car (that I fortunately owned from January 2007 until July 2008 during part of my time in the United States Navy in Mayport Naval Base Florida and Norfolk Virginia) as time is ticking before I'm scheduled to awake with my loving/amazing husband Rusty to his cell phone alarm clock. My future self steers the wheel of the car and I notice that it starts to fly up in the air. With a firm but loving voice my future self she gently tells me to focus my eyes on the tv screen where the car radio is normally located. As I do so I noticed that blue and gold writing appears in the screen with the following words; Stella, we your celestial spirit team and your higher self in concert with your future self present you a cameo of one of your most recent and some of your past dreams to help you understand your potential as it pertains to this current lifetime as well as advice to you; I notice that the images that pop up are a compilation of my dreams similar to how an artist/musician/music group may show music fans some of the music that is to appear on their album with a medley variety of brief snippets of their songs that are going to be on the album.
In the first snippet on the tv screen is an image of my most recent dream I had less than 8 days ago where I'm being escorted by the late Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis on an unofficial tour and it is a bright sunny day outside. She makes me feel welcome in the environment that I'm in but I only wish that I could remember more details of the external environment that I was in. What I do remember is that the outside environment resembled an affluent city block and at the corner was her late first husband John F. Kennedy waving and smiling to her and I'm guessing also to me as a sign of respect of acknowledging me as her guest. The caption over the scene read; We are showing you this dream you had to help you understand and remember that while it is not in your destiny to help you understand that we used these images to help you understand that this late couple, esteemed by many in American society, are to help you remember the vast potential that you are capable of tapping into for this lifetime as well as the significant potential that your husband has. However, you must believe in yourself more and continue to work on your self-confidence more in order to help you realize this potential. You must also strive towards being financially independent during your current lifetime to be both the best financial provider/contributor that you can be for both you and your husband as well as helping you to be a better wife. Remember it actually helpful, beneficial, and healing to aspire towards a financial annual income that would cover both you and your husband even if his income already covers both of you. The reasons for this will be revealed later in your life but we are allowed to tell you that this would further enhance what it already a close and strong union/marriage. Additional writings came up; this scene is also to help remind you of the power or vision boarding and writing as the late couple is in one of your notebook vision collages and you have previously written about them online. You may face judgement from others who do not allow themselves to vision board andor write but you must follow your heart to do this regardless of how you are perceiving because vision boarding, writing, and story writing/script writing regardless of obscurity andor fame are part of your life's path.
The second snippet shows me in a pleasant and colorful garden environment where I ask what can I do to grow my intellectual intelligence and emotional intelligence into that of what is considered a genius (by current American society), Just then a loving voice makes it clear that I must believe myself a genius and act like one. With that the following writings came up this dream was actually a gift to you from your higher self to remind you to believe in your genius regardless of what is externally reflected in you reality because you are more capable than you think. As you strive and work more towards being and thinking like a genius this is going to be eventually reflected in your reality more by the end of your life, how soon is influenced by how much you aspire and work towards this goal.
The other two snippets involve me sitting with a family like figure at a Mcdonalds in the Downtown Disney of Orlando Florida where I'm being told that it is understandable that I would like a car again but that it is important for me to save up for it first to be able to pay for it in cash (to avoid taking out a loan for the car and be borrow-free and loan free regardless of my temptation to do so). The second snippet shows a past dream where I'm being shown the book Scripting Your Destiny and being giving the advice to make use of vision boards. With that the writing pops up these dreams came up to remind you how powerful script writing and vision boarding are even for all areas of your life and that it is imperative (even if it means reducing your internet andor tv time) to make time to do more script writing and vision boarding for your life. Then an image of a mountain top scene with a music festival going on and playing the song Warrant by Heaven is shown with some of the people going inside this bright blue and yellow mountain with other colors unlike that seen on earth with more writing shown
You are capable of achieving a thinner body sooner than you think and do not allow yourself to be shamed into aspiring towards a thinner body. For some people, it is their path to focus more on health than getting thin and there is nothing wrong with this and actually beneficial. However, for you striving with the mindset of achieving a thinner body is beneficial for your spirit, lifepath, and way of thinking regardless of how you are perceived for doing so. You are blessed to have great physical health and this is something that you understand that you must not feel prideful about andor also avoid feeling superior about. However, you must starting this week make time out of your schedule ahead of time for at least 3-4 days this week to walk at least 6 miles for doing so. You are very much capable and you may face judgement from others outside the more you do so. However, you are going to also be inspired by the people you are seeing on your 6 mile path also walking andor some already running. Even if you walk 6 miles without yet eating and carrying only liquid to hydrate you what is most important is that you aspire to walk a minimum of at least 6 miles a day for at least 30 days even if you must make it a top priority. No matter what others may say, this one move will make you capable to eventually walk and run the amount of miles that you secretly aim to do so per day (but keep it a secret for right now). In addition, this move alone towards the 6 miles is going to help you in your marriage, and other areas of your life; With this the screen shows some of the benefits of me sticking with walking at least 6 miles or more each day; In one scene I'm at work and learning things faster as a result of sticking with my walking regimen after just a certain amount of days that I have been intuitively asked to keep secret for now, in another scene I'm able to simultaneously make smarter/wiser decisions about how to save my money to build a greater financial cushion fund for my husband and I, and by a certain day I'm more attuned to what I must add andor reduce in my diet to achieve my weight loss goals, I'm even shown being more intuitive and creative after a certain amount of weeks sticking to my walking regimen, and the cherry on top of the image of me at my goal weight of 110 pounds and even posting the updated image on both my facebook and amazon accounts with the feeling of accomplishment and gratitude for how helping the regiment has even helped with not just my intuition/creativity but also helping me to be even closer to my spirit and an enhanced moodbooster. With that the screen reads yes Stella if this means giving up days of writing in your blogs, facebook, watching a show you love the Last Ship later in the week that what you initially planned, overhauling your routine andor schedule in other ways etc. just to walk at least 6 miles minimum a day then please do it and by a certain month (that we ask you to keep secret) you are going to see the benefits in addition to being capable and succeeding in walking and eventually running the number of miles that you have secretly set out for yourself. With that my future self parks the flying mazda 3 car in front of a hybrid replica of the University of Maryland College Park combined with an amusement park, a mall and other newly created businesses that I'm being intuitively asked not to mention. My future self then replies; One more thing Stella make sure to actually write out on a piece of paper, ideally a notebook as well as type at least 48 hours to a week ahead of time the time and when you are going to do your walking. You are more likely to stick with and increase your walking regimen if you write it out at least 12 hours to a week ahead or more ahead of time of when you plan on walking. Additionally, it is ok that you are still striving to work out your meal plan but strive to have one within 7-8 days or less of this writing so that you also would more likely make more beneficial choices for your weight by writing it down at least ideally 12 hours to a week or more ahead of time. The song love song by the The Cure begins to play as my future self drops me off in front of the dream replica entrance of my job and she waves to me as the beige/tan mazda 3 car flies back up in the sunny and blue/purple and otherworldly colored sky as I then wake to my loving husband's cell phone alarm and one of his amazing hugs.
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