Stella Carrier in Heaven Afterlife Journal Entry 19- FANTASY FICTION
PARTS TRUTH PARTS FICTION Freestyle Story Started June 1, 2017
Start time
1014 pm-goal time 23 minutes
To My Heavenly Spiritual
Ally Team Based in the Afterlife Journal Entry 19-Started Thursday June 1, 2017
at 1015 pm
Revisiting A Very Shocking
Dream
I look over the following themes that I just wrote down as
inspired by my intuition and intend to joyfully change my life. I start to play
some music when I wonder if what I wrote
down came from my intuition andor logic. I play one of my Amazon music
playlists as the song Supernatural by Kesha plays and I look at the themes that
I wrote down prior to this entry
Themes of
1-inventorying the supply of magazines, books, cds, and dvds that my husband
and I are blessed with having. Then inventory and organize the supply of food,
beauty products that I am blessed to have-this list helps me focus on the
abundance I am already blessed with as well as money investment ideas.,
additionally make a list of the songs from those cds when I write the cds
online 2) make a prosperity spending journal of 1050 dollars after taxes or
more each month, then follow it with 1450 dollars a month after taxes 3) plan a
secret deadline on when I am to live in my secret place on where I would get a
house and strive to stay there the rest of my current lifetime through both good
and challenging times trusting that things are going to get better and happier
throughout my lifetime. However, make plans for my husband and I to travel
where we really want. 4) Volunteer at whatever party planning/event planning
andor food drive related events that I can 5) strive to walk at least 10 miles
per day and feel free to journal some of the inspiration andor thoughts that I receive
afterwards either online andor offline 6) get whatever free help I can related
to the emotions that I am feeling with striving to navigate my
professional/career situation even if it means that I walk up to the University
of Maryland College Park campus to ask for referral sources 7)make a list of
the businesses, concerts, festivals, company brands that interest me about
California, Virginia, Maryland, Washington D.C. and other places both for just
in case job ideas and for stock investment ideas, shopping ideas, story ideas,
and other ideas/concepts that are going to both intuitively and logically going
to become clearer to me within 11 years or less. 8) still freestyle story write
twice a week but make time to blog the courses I pay for online in preparation
for the second online bachelor’s degree that my heart desires even if at first
take just one or two online classes a year before gradually increasing to 3 or
4 depending on the monetary situation between my husband and I and write about
what I wish for as inspired by Amazon and other sites, however keep a secret
email address for wish list items and purchases that I prefer to keep secret
and possibly save in a desk top folder
9) allow myself to keep the current amount of magazines, dvds, cds, and books
that I prefer regardless of how I am judged but keep a realistic and wise
budget of future purchases and stick a reminder of my savings goals in multiple
places that I see daily, keep a picture of my ideal body, additionally make the
apartment of my husband and I military inspection ready each day. 10)start
keeping an online fitness journal logging my progress that is ideally at least
14 days long 11) ask heaven for help in attracting money andor job that are both going to help me save more money
and pay for things that my heart desires such as saving up enough money to take
a dna test to confirm all of my racial ethnicities since the identity of my
biological father is up for question due to my late biological mother’s
controversial lifestyle as a prostitute (the prostitute revelation as told to
me truthfully by my late adoptive mother) 11)Even with my exciting schedule,
make time to watch the Last Ship, Veep, Lottery Dream Home
I place the
list away from my chest and I notice that I am now in a lavish ball room inside
what looks to be one of the hotels that I visited back in 2012, the Gaylord
National hotel in National Harbor. My husband and I were going to visit there
this summer if I secured some type of employment but I guess my subconscious is
helping me to at least travel there in my dreams. I then sense a female spirit politely take
this list from me and I look up and notice that she is a Kerry Washington lookalike
from the popular Scandal tv show. Before I can ask her any questions, the Kerry
Washington lookalike politely explains to me that she was an HR manager her
most recent incarnation on earth for a hotel in Norfolk Virginia and she is
training under one of the female spirit guides in my celestial ally team. She tells
me to just call her Sustara for the time being as our visit together is
extremely short for reasons that are only going to be explained to me years
from now.
Sustara then disappears before I
could talk to her further and I am still in the ballroom yet this time I notice
that I am seeing an reenactment of a past dream that I had where what looked to
be 50 different spirits were engaged in very erotic acts while a concert was
happening on stage. Even as a naturally sensual person, seeing what I saw was
shocking to me even with me sensing that my higher self knows at least 7 of the
spirits though I am following my intuition to avoid explaining further. All I
remember is that I could not make out why I was seeing a full out orgy
basically of consenting adults in different poses even more shocking than an article
that I clicked on pertaining to
decider.com.
Previously, I do remember that this
was taking place during a huge party of different musical acts up on stage also
indoors. What made me realize that I was obviously seeing a place that was not of the earth was that
the lighting for the room whatever reason was a mixture of ocean blue and white
and all of these adults were doing this stuff out in the open during a party
hosting various musicians/groups. The main difference was that in the previous
dream I woke up for whatever reason when I heard one of the female and male
spirits scream out very loudly. However, this time an extreme sense of shock
came over even an open minded person
such as myself when this happened again and I saw a couple in a pose similar to
the extremely graphic pose that one of the actresses and actors from Games of
Thrones were reenacting and these two spirits even looked like the actress and
actor from Games of Thrones erotic image photo featured on decider.com
Less than five seconds later,
Sustara came back and explained to me that I was being forced to see this dream
again not as a punishment but rather to get my attention as to something I need
to quit suppressing and pay more attention to help me blossom as a writer. The
party/event scene was to help me see that I must take action to volunteer at
least once or twice a week even with the current situation I find myself in.
Sustara comely explains that the tv shows that I wrote down to look at tie into
what I need to analyze from this both as a writer and to help me cope more
happily with my career and money goals. Before I could ask Sustara more, she
explains to me that I will see her again in the future. Sustara explained that
the songs and tv shows that I wrote down tie into the dream that expresses what
my soul wants me to pay attention to as a writer and to grow my creativity and
inner strength. I ask Sustara to please stay to talk to me a little longer but
she lovingly explains that she must go but that she has full faith that am going to continue to grow spiritually
stronger, more intuitive, and wiser from here on out as she goes into a room
that is playing the song Circus by Britney Spears. I unexpectedly wake up when I
turn around and notice that one of the males engaged in what is meant to be a
private act with 2 other females leaves the 2 women alone to make out for each
other as I feel I sense of shock as he comes towards me and I am fortunately
saved by my husband’s cell phone alarm clock.
Finished time
1046 pm. I admit some time over the intended 23 minute mark set around
1014/1015 pm.
Resources;
Songs:
Milkshake by Kelis, Supernatural by Kesha, Start Me Up Rolling Stones, One Way
Trip Havana Brown, Black Velvet by Alannah Myles, Irresistible by the Corrs, Circus
by Britney Spears, Take My Breath Away Berlin, Guy’s Grocery Games, Rachael Vs.
Guy Kids Cookoff seasons 1 and 2, The F Word With Gordon Ramsay, Restaurant
Express Season 1
https://www.nationalharbor.com/gaylord-national/
VIRGINIA
HISTORY
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10
Shocking Stories Behind Famous Sex Scenes
Why Hotel Brands Want to Host Concerts
Major brands such as Hilton and Starwood use
musical acts to engage new fans and reward loyal guests.
Water Park & Attractions
Great Wolf
Lodge Williamsburg Virginia
Affirmations
My psychic abilities
expand each day.
I am creating heaven
on earth.
I Call Upon What I Imagine
To Be The Influence of Benevolent Spirits From the Heavenly Realms, my higher
self, and my celestial spirit ally team for creativity in both my writings and
all other areas of my life both present and future
I find my
life's work by looking within rather than without.
I choose to
follow my higher path today.
I live in an
abundant universe. I always have everything I need.
I am aware of
the messages my guide is sending me.
I honor my
dreams.
I strengthen
people by sending them loving thoughts.
It is easy and
fun to get fit.
I am taking
many steps to make my life better.
Addditional
Resources some shocking and some traditional
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