Thursday, June 8, 2017

Main FICTION TITLE;Stella Carrier in Heaven Afterlife Journal Entry 20- FANTASY FICTION PARTS TRUTH PARTS FICTION Freestyle Story Started Thursday June 8, 2017 Celestial Journey to Triumph Freestyle Story by Stella Carrier

Main FICTION TITLE;Stella Carrier in Heaven Afterlife Journal Entry 20- FANTASY FICTION PARTS TRUTH PARTS FICTION Freestyle Story Started  Thursday June 8, 2017 Celestial Journey to Triumph Freestyle Story by Stella Carrier

Start Time Writing Freestyle Story Started After assembling resources and outline points in story as well as main title and greeting
Start time by 3:10 p.m.
End time 445 pm

Greeting;To My Heavenly Spiritual Ally Team Based in the Afterlife Journal Entry 20-Started Thursday June 8, 2017
          I am listening to a youtube music set right now by some music deejay named Sebastian via Kontor Tv Live on youtube. There is so much quality free music on youtube that it actually helps me be a more creative and informed music consumer of music that I choose to purchase. However, I notice a text that I checked on my cell phone that mention something about Chili’s inside MacArthur Center mall in Norfolk Virginia. I actually had a dream some time back that I was visiting this mall in a thinner 136 pound body that was similar to what I weighed on my wedding day back in January 22, 2004. However, when I tried to figure out if this visit was set in the future I woke up shortly afterwards. I’m at desk realizing from the MacArthur Center Mall chili’s text that I might have to open myself to working at restaurants again even though I am aware from experience that working some restaurants are no walk in the park and can be completely different experiences from my current food service and retail experience. However, I realize that I need to think of something soon and continue to persist if I want to bring in some money for my husband and I.
          For whatever reason, an online screen image of Old Dominion University came up in my mind and I just remembered the dream I have to go back to school and take some online courses through them. This is because being able to take online courses through a second bachelor’s degree is ideal for my long-term intent to work full-time and still be able to complete a second bachelor’s degree in a public relations, marketing, andor advertising component. Some well-meaning critics try to help by giving me ideas on what I can try to do with just the education I have now. However, many of those well meaning and good ideas hinge on someone else giving you the opportunity andor still require some quantifiable experience compared to other talented people who may have more experience. This awareness indirectly forms my awareness that I am better off rolling the dice with another bachelor’s degree online. However, the admission fee is 50 dollars and I know that applying for admission to one of the online programs that I have felt an interest in is going to have to wait. I write out my intent to apply for college admission for my target online bachelor’s degree program by October 1, 2017 or sooner.

          Just then, I am outside an area in the beautiful sunlight that I could have sworn looks like the area of the apartment that my husband and I live in. However, I see five tables of different people dressed as golden hearts and orange stars with green violet eyes. I try to determine whether these androgynous appearing spirits are benevolent but what disarms my suspicion was not so much each of the tables being named angelic kingdom number 1. It was the fact that a spirit dressed in an orange star and green violet eyes greeted me in a voice similar to mine with some human children and their parents nearby playing in a plastic pool and waterslide.
          I noticed angelic kingdom number 1 table images burrowed deep in the table of multiple computer screen shot images that I collected in my waking life for future reference (the Last Ship tv show, Business insider articles pertaining to some financially successfully people, the Veep tv show, some colleges that caught my attention for a second bachelors degree but this time online, student loan concern and triumph written on one piece of paper, a navy times cover story). I try to ask the orange star looking spirit why I was seeing some of the images but it was like he or she intuitively picked up on what I was about to ask because this spirit went over to the other three tables to say something to the other spirits. I was tempted to go over there and give the spirit a piece of my mind but I noticed that all three of them were smiling and waving at me with one of them saying we come in harm-free intent and love you.
          A few seconds later, a female spirit dressed as one of the members from Fifth Harmony, another dressed in homage to Iggy Azalea in her team music video and another female spirit dressed up as one of the members from Danity Kane comes to talk to me. They are joined by the following five male spirits; One of the spirits dressed similar to an outfit featured in the West End Girls by Pet Shop Boys, another spirit dressed like the lead singer from the Just Like Heaven music video, a third spirit dressed like Zedd famous for such songs as Beautiful Now feat. Jon Bellion, and the last two spirits wore costumes from Dance Hall Days by Wang Chung and I admit to getting a playful laugh out of one of the spirits dressed similar to the naval aviator uniform that Tom Cruise wore in the Top Gun music soundtrack to go with the single of Take My Breath Away by Berlin. I feel safe to playfully laugh because I simply intuitively trust that the spirits dressing in these costumes I am laughing not to make fun of any of them, rather a playful laugh where I am amused in a happy way by how they are dressed up.
          The spirit dressed in the naval aviator costume replies to the other spirits I sense that Stella has figured out that we have come to her to represent the area of friendship and that it is ok for her to put out a request to the universe to both help her be a more financially prosperous friend, but also a more intuitive/assertive friend when it comes to what she is trying to professionally achieve in her life in order to have more of a richer social life that she craves. The naval aviator spirit lookalike tells me that they have appeared to me to help remind me that it is ok to look at music videos and listen to songs that symbolize friendship (Danity Kane, Fifth Harmony, Team music video etc). The naval aviator spirit disappears along with the rest of the members of the group in thin air before politely telling me that it would be beneficial for me to listen to a 36 song playlist of themes my soul secretly desires to embody in life, yet to try to section them off in 12 song sessions.
          Just then, the sunlight outside turns into two songs and morphs into a community right in front of me of 16 different colleges/universities/community colleges/2 high schools, and one grade school lined up in front of me. Just 2-3 blocks away is a metro speed train station that offers to take people to their choice of 3 American states in 16 minutes, a choice of two different theme parks within 1 minute(somehow I intuitively sense that the parks are just 10 blocks away but the trains are mainly used by people who prefer to get their quicker), and a choice of 8 airports  in the span of 8 minutes or less. There are also buses going to different hotels and malls. For example one bus says Happy Leisure as its title in 5 minutes and another bus says the Gallery Ecstasy Mall 4 minutes.
          When I turn to my right is even more shocking and has me wondering why I am seeing what I am seeing even though I only drink alcohol occasionally and I avoid using recreational drugs for spiritual reasons(i.e. I intend to adhere to certain values for myself in order to ensure a stronger connection with my higher self/soul and intuition through both good and challenging times). I look in an area between one of the high schools and colleges near me and I notice an area that says Amazon superstore with its own metro, theme park, hotel, mall,and even a U.S. Navy ship in bright blue and gold colors to be used as a training facility for the people who are training to be officers in the navy through that college near the school. I try to go closer to see if it was Walmart or Target that Amazon bought out and absorbed into its own business.
          However, a male spirit dressed similar to one of the males in Trip Switch by Nothing but Thieves calmly explains to me that I am seeing a future that is going to occur within 230 years from now or less. The Trip Switch costume spirit explains to me that he was told by my main spirit guide to make sure that I do not see who Amazon decides to absorb into its business for karmic reasons and because the rival business is just four blocks away that he must protect me from seeing also for karmic reasons. I then ask, well why am I seeing what I am seeing. The Trip Switch spirit explains that he has been asked to give me guidance to get more into futuristic business drawings in my free time even if I am the last person people would expect to do so. He has been told by both my spirit and other members of my celestial ally team that just this activity alone is going to strengthen my intuition and imagination as well as awaken dormant gifts within me that he has been told to avoid discussing for now.
The Trip Spirit comes up to hug me and I am instantly shown an image of a transportation ferry/train hybrid that can take people to a theme park in either Virginia andor Maryland to California in just 20 minutes or less. Another image features workers/military people andor civilian employees traveling from Norfolk Naval Base in Norfolk Virginia to San Diego Naval Base California in 18 minutes or less via the option of either speed airplane, speed-train andor a ferry/train hybrid.
          I then see an image of people celebrating in the streets via house block parties across America because every state in the U.S., even the most rural areas in our day now have more affordable housing options tailored to every adult regardless of job/occupation title. This is because there is now an interconnecting train station that could allow a person in Idaho or Montana even living outside in nature to have their pick of traveling by train, plane, andor train/ferry hybrid to work in California or Washington D.C. in a matter of fifteen minutes or less costing the equivalent of 12 dollars one way in today’s money (I see a farecard that allows a person to afford public transportation regardless of their income due to an agreement that all employers of the U.S. have).
          Last, but not least, I see a scene where there are a group of spirits at a music festival of 3 different couples at the music festival that is similar to Tomorrowland of today still going on. Less than a quarter mile from the stage is 3 metro station/airport station areas that take a person either to school, another country-I see separate buttons for train cards depending on if a person is traveling andor working in England, Canada, New Zealand, Australia, Singapore, Japan, Hong Kong etc. Those fare cards cost just 10 dollars in today’s money. I then see the words descendant in your family of a female spirit who looks similar to one of my sisters who I was asked not to identify but this female spirit is extremely happy as she is an employee at a College/University just steps from the music festival and she has been invited to a money making opportunity in what is today Switzerland. Somehow she identifies me and explains that the family is much more prosperous than today but she lives in a world where the gap between rich, middle, and more modest income money classes are gone. I then ask her so no student loans. She explains to me what are student loans?
          The male spirit dressed up as one of the males in the Trip Switch music video explains that student loans are no longer a concern in that time period as there is going to be a time by the year 2120 or sooner where student loan debt is excusable by bankruptcy. He explains that money for the colleges is going to come from the train system that I am seeing in  my visions. He also informs me that Amazon and other businesses are going to be indirectly involved in a positive way in helping both young people and even older people as old as 100 years old in their pursuit of college degrees whether it is their first college degree or fifth. I then am shown a discussion near one of the futuristic metro stations that give destination choices of Europe, theme parks, different malls, hotels, living communities. Etc. where 4 people in their 40’s are talking to one 18 year old and a 25 year old. Each of the 4 people have 2 or 3 college degrees while the 25 year old has five college degrees and the 18 year old has four. I am happy to be shown a time period where it is actually encouraged for a person in their 40s or older to have at least 2 college degrees rather than judged. I strive to ask the male spirit how they pay for the courses but he kindly tells me that he wants to tell me but promised my main spirit guide to allow me to theorize and guess in my storytelling. He explains that he leaves me in love from both him, my main spirit guide, and the rest of my celestial spirit ally team. I want to join him in exploring more of this futuristic, prosperous, and bright future community when the Trip Switch male spirit states before boarding the bus that has the destination labeled Switzerland Theme Park/Hotel and Mall; Stella your main spirit guide wants you to have this paper with the following instructions that he wants you to right down right away upon waking up

          Complete adding and share Amazon Storytelling Playlist within the next few days and start to also listen to more Tomorrowland music features on youtube andor music deejay sets.
Meditate at least 2-3 times a day to a 36 song playlist with playing 12 songs each session
Draw maps of a futuristic city, theme parks, houses etc. on a daily basis andor at least once every 2-3 days basis to go along with storytelling andor simply for fun
At least once a week write a letter to my more intuitive future self in the afterlife and imagine how she would answer it.
Intuitive Insight; Start tying my freestyle stories into the online courses I take at Udemy, Lynda.com, andor other online sources Amazon book, For Amazon books, imagine a teacher of that class assigned a book for me to look at and I am to tie a story into whatever pages I am assigned with a maximum of 2-3 articles andor 2 songs movies, albums etc. tied in
Keep track of my average after tax monthly income at time of sharing past Amazon purchases and at least 4 jobs that I apply to
          Just then, I am awaken by a loud song featured on youtube by a new artist.  I must have fell asleep unintentionally at my desk chair. Right away, I do as what was instructed in my dream and write down as much of the guidance I can remember from the happy dream. I then hear my husband’s loving voice through the apartment door so I get the door and naturally greet him with a kiss.
Resources and outline points in story
Complete adding and share Amazon Storytelling Playlist within the next few days and start to also listen to more Tomorrowland music features on youtube andor music deejay sets.
Meditate at least 2-3 times a day to a 36 song playlist with playing 12 songs each session
Draw maps of a futuristic city, theme parks, houses etc. on a daily basis andor at least once every 2-3 days basis to go along with storytelling andor simply for fun
At least once a week write a letter to my more intuitive future self in the afterlife and imagine how she would answer it.
Intuitive Insight; Start tying my freestyle stories into the online courses I take at Udemy, Lynda.com, andor other online sources Amazon book, For Amazon books, imagine a teacher of that class assigned a book for me to look at and I am to tie a story into whatever pages I am assigned with a maximum of 2-3 articles andor 2 songs movies, albums etc. tied in
Keep track of my average after tax monthly income at time of sharing past Amazon purchases and at least 4 jobs that I apply to on my blogs until at least August 1, 2017
Cell phone text from MacArthur Center mall in Norfolk Virginia regarding free chips and salsa at Chilli’s
MACARTHUR CENTER 300 Monticello Avenue, #309 Norfolk VA 23510 (757) 627-7440 Change Location
https://www.chilis.com/locations/us/virginia/norfolk/norfolk-naval-base/

The Last Ship Gets Season 4 Premiere Date


http://www.tvguide.com/news/the-last-ship-season-4-premiere-date/?ftag=soshares
The Navy Wants to Hire Thousands More Sailors in 2018 by David B. Larter MC2 Rebecca Sunderland
https://www.navytimes.com/articles/the-navy-wants-to-hire-thousands-more-sailors-in-2018

 

Julia Louis-Dreyfus and Veep co-stars celebrate seventh season renewal and 'substantial salary increases'


http://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-4543866/Julia-Louis-Dreyfus-Veep-stars-celebrate-renewal.html

How a New Marketing and PR Strategy Doubled This Event’s Attendance


https://www.bizbash.com/how-a-new-marketing-and-pr-strategy-doubled-this-events-attendance/new-york/story/33964?utm_source=linkedin&utm_medium=bizbash&utm_content=53117&utm_campaign=auddevstorypromo

These Veggie Fries Are The Best New Years Resolutions Ever

Here's to being a little healthier in 2017!

https://www.buzzfeed.com/mercedessandoval/these-veggie-fries-are-the-best-new-years-resolutions?utm_term=.grVe9ZJ7v#.uuXKyE0on
http://www.businessinsider.com/best-science-documentaries-movies-shows-netflix-2017-5

Tony Robbins Explains How ‘Literally Anyone’ Can Achieve Financial Freedom


https://grow.acorns.com/2017/02/unshakeable-tony-robbins-shares-money-and-investing-tips/

How 6 real people paid off thousands in debt — without windfalls or 6-figure jobs


http://www.businessinsider.com/how-real-people-paid-off-thousands-in-debt-2017-5
Arizona State University online
Student debt now affects a staggering number of elderly Americans
https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/business/wp/2017/01/16/student-debt-now-affects-a-staggering-number-of-elderly-americans/?postshare=4111484631318741&tid=ss_gp&utm_term=.51e00cbac24f
Nothing But Thieves Trip Switch
West End Girls by Pet Shop Boys
Worth it by Fifth Harmony feat. Kid Ink
ShowStopper by Danity Kane
Lay it All on Me (Cash Cash Remix) by Rudimental feat. Ed Sheeran
Team by Iggy Azalea
Dance Hall Days by Wang Chung
Take My Breath Away by Berlin
Just Like Heaven by the Cure
Beautiful Now by Zedd feat. Jon Bellion
Student loan phone call
Wildest Dreams (R3hab Remix) by Taylor Swift
Craft a weekly schedule regardless of what transpires
A parallel universe money budget one with student loans paid and one student loan free
Affirmations
My psychic abilities expand each day.
I am creating heaven on earth.
I Call Upon What I Imagine To Be The Influence of Benevolent Spirits From the Heavenly Realms, my higher self, and my celestial spirit ally team for creativity in both my writings and all other areas of my life both present and future
I release power struggles with others. I choose peace.
I ask my higher self and soul to show me answers and solutions.
I ask for and receive higher guidance.


Thursday, June 1, 2017

Stella Carrier in Heaven Afterlife Journal Entry 19- FANTASY FICTION PARTS TRUTH PARTS FICTION Freestyle Story Started June 1, 2017 Revisiting A Very Shocking Dream

Stella Carrier in Heaven Afterlife Journal Entry 19- FANTASY FICTION PARTS TRUTH PARTS FICTION Freestyle Story Started June 1, 2017


Start time 1014 pm-goal time 23 minutes

To My Heavenly Spiritual Ally Team Based in the Afterlife Journal Entry 19-Started Thursday June 1, 2017 at 1015 pm
Revisiting A Very Shocking Dream

          I look over the following themes that I just wrote down as inspired by my intuition and intend to joyfully change my life. I start to play some music when I wonder if  what I wrote down came from my intuition andor logic. I play one of my Amazon music playlists as the song Supernatural by Kesha plays and I look at the themes that I wrote down prior to this entry
Themes of 1-inventorying the supply of magazines, books, cds, and dvds that my husband and I are blessed with having. Then inventory and organize the supply of food, beauty products that I am blessed to have-this list helps me focus on the abundance I am already blessed with as well as money investment ideas., additionally make a list of the songs from those cds when I write the cds online 2) make a prosperity spending journal of 1050 dollars after taxes or more each month, then follow it with 1450 dollars a month after taxes 3) plan a secret deadline on when I am to live in my secret place on where I would get a house and strive to stay there the rest of my current lifetime through both good and challenging times trusting that things are going to get better and happier throughout my lifetime. However, make plans for my husband and I to travel where we really want. 4) Volunteer at whatever party planning/event planning andor food drive related events that I can 5) strive to walk at least 10 miles per day and feel free to journal some of the inspiration andor thoughts that I receive afterwards either online andor offline 6) get whatever free help I can related to the emotions that I am feeling with striving to navigate my professional/career situation even if it means that I walk up to the University of Maryland College Park campus to ask for referral sources 7)make a list of the businesses, concerts, festivals, company brands that interest me about California, Virginia, Maryland, Washington D.C. and other places both for just in case job ideas and for stock investment ideas, shopping ideas, story ideas, and other ideas/concepts that are going to both intuitively and logically going to become clearer to me within 11 years or less. 8) still freestyle story write twice a week but make time to blog the courses I pay for online in preparation for the second online bachelor’s degree that my heart desires even if at first take just one or two online classes a year before gradually increasing to 3 or 4 depending on the monetary situation between my husband and I and write about what I wish for as inspired by Amazon and other sites, however keep a secret email address for wish list items and purchases that I prefer to keep secret and possibly save in a desk  top folder 9) allow myself to keep the current amount of magazines, dvds, cds, and books that I prefer regardless of how I am judged but keep a realistic and wise budget of future purchases and stick a reminder of my savings goals in multiple places that I see daily, keep a picture of my ideal body, additionally make the apartment of my husband and I military inspection ready each day. 10)start keeping an online fitness journal logging my progress that is ideally at least 14 days long 11) ask heaven for help in attracting money andor job  that are both going to help me save more money and pay for things that my heart desires such as saving up enough money to take a dna test to confirm all of my racial ethnicities since the identity of my biological father is up for question due to my late biological mother’s controversial lifestyle as a prostitute (the prostitute revelation as told to me truthfully by my late adoptive mother) 11)Even with my exciting schedule, make time to watch the Last Ship, Veep, Lottery Dream Home
I place the list away from my chest and I notice that I am now in a lavish ball room inside what looks to be one of the hotels that I visited back in 2012, the Gaylord National hotel in National Harbor. My husband and I were going to visit there this summer if I secured some type of employment but I guess my subconscious is helping me to at least travel there in my dreams.  I then sense a female spirit politely take this list from me and I look up and notice that she is a Kerry Washington lookalike from the popular Scandal tv show. Before I can ask her any questions, the Kerry Washington lookalike politely explains to me that she was an HR manager her most recent incarnation on earth for a hotel in Norfolk Virginia and she is training under one of the female spirit guides in my celestial ally team. She tells me to just call her Sustara for the time being as our visit together is extremely short for reasons that are only going to be explained to me years from now.
            Sustara then disappears before I could talk to her further and I am still in the ballroom yet this time I notice that I am seeing an reenactment of a past dream that I had where what looked to be 50 different spirits were engaged in very erotic acts while a concert was happening on stage. Even as a naturally sensual person, seeing what I saw was shocking to me even with me sensing that my higher self knows at least 7 of the spirits though I am following my intuition to avoid explaining further. All I remember is that I could not make out why I was seeing a full out orgy basically of consenting adults in different poses even more shocking than an article  that I clicked on pertaining to decider.com.
            Previously, I do remember that this was taking place during a huge party of different musical acts up on stage also indoors. What made me realize that I was obviously seeing  a place that was not of the earth was that the lighting for the room whatever reason was a mixture of ocean blue and white and all of these adults were doing this stuff out in the open during a party hosting various musicians/groups. The main difference was that in the previous dream I woke up for whatever reason when I heard one of the female and male spirits scream out very loudly. However, this time an extreme sense of shock came over  even an open minded person such as myself when this happened again and I saw a couple in a pose similar to the extremely graphic pose that one of the actresses and actors from Games of Thrones were reenacting and these two spirits even looked like the actress and actor from Games of Thrones erotic image photo featured on decider.com
            Less than five seconds later, Sustara came back and explained to me that I was being forced to see this dream again not as a punishment but rather to get my attention as to something I need to quit suppressing and pay more attention to help me blossom as a writer. The party/event scene was to help me see that I must take action to volunteer at least once or twice a week even with the current situation I find myself in. Sustara comely explains that the tv shows that I wrote down to look at tie into what I need to analyze from this both as a writer and to help me cope more happily with my career and money goals. Before I could ask Sustara more, she explains to me that I will see her again in the future. Sustara explained that the songs and tv shows that I wrote down tie into the dream that expresses what my soul wants me to pay attention to as a writer and to grow my creativity and inner strength. I ask Sustara to please stay to talk to me a little longer but she lovingly explains that she must go but that she has full faith that  am going to continue to grow spiritually stronger, more intuitive, and wiser from here on out as she goes into a room that is playing the song Circus by Britney Spears. I unexpectedly wake up when I turn around and notice that one of the males engaged in what is meant to be a private act with 2 other females leaves the 2 women alone to make out for each other as I feel I sense of shock as he comes towards me and I am fortunately saved by my husband’s cell phone alarm clock.
Finished time 1046 pm. I admit some time over the intended 23 minute mark set around 1014/1015 pm.



Resources;
Songs: Milkshake by Kelis, Supernatural by Kesha, Start Me Up Rolling Stones, One Way Trip Havana Brown, Black Velvet by Alannah Myles, Irresistible by the Corrs, Circus by Britney Spears, Take My Breath Away Berlin, Guy’s Grocery Games, Rachael Vs. Guy Kids Cookoff seasons 1 and 2, The F Word With Gordon Ramsay, Restaurant Express Season 1

https://www.nationalharbor.com/gaylord-national/

VIRGINIA HISTORY


https://www.virginia.org/history?utm_campaign=fy17-vtc&utm_source=trade-desk&utm_content=fy17_1278&utm_medium=media

10 Shocking Stories Behind Famous Sex Scenes

Why Hotel Brands Want to Host Concerts

Major brands such as Hilton and Starwood use musical acts to engage new fans and reward loyal guests.


Water Park & Attractions


Great Wolf Lodge Williamsburg Virginia


Affirmations
My psychic abilities expand each day.
I am creating heaven on earth.
I Call Upon What I Imagine To Be The Influence of Benevolent Spirits From the Heavenly Realms, my higher self, and my celestial spirit ally team for creativity in both my writings and all other areas of my life both present and future
I find my life's work by looking within rather than without.
I choose to follow my higher path today.
I live in an abundant universe. I always have everything I need.
I am aware of the messages my guide is sending me.
I honor my dreams.
I strengthen people by sending them loving thoughts.
It is easy and fun to get fit.
I am taking many steps to make my life better.
Addditional Resources some shocking and some traditional