I preface writing this journal by making it clear/transparent
that I am an aspiring fiction writer/fantasy fiction writer who is writing
under the blog section Stella Carrier In Heaven Freelance Fiction. This means
that I am mixing in parts truth and parts fiction to help strengthen my
creativity and to have something to look back at for my own progress both for
present and years from now. I have to follow my intuition to refrain from
explaining for now what is truth and what is fiction when it comes to writing
this heaven freelance fiction journal entry as well as my other freestyle
stories. However, I do show appreciation for both supporters and critics who
look at my online writings for various reasons. For karmic and spiritual
reasons, I had to make this clear out of necessity.
Ghost by
Ella Henderson
Glow by Ella
Henderson
Drive by by
Train
American
Authors Best Day of My Life
Eye of the
Tiger by Survivor
Take Me To
Church Hozier
Heaven Is A
Place on Earth by Belinda Carlisle
Look of Love
by ABC
One Wish
List For My Writing/Authorship and another for my Intuition
3 of my 14
books are listed for spiritual/celestial/karmic reasons
Diane Brandon
Weight Loss: Law of Attraction: Lose Weight Fast With
No Diet Tips and Tricks For Easy Weight Loss (weight loss tips, no diet weight
loss, weight loss motivation) Kindle Edition
Prayers to the angels and the archangels Kindle
Edition
Trish MacGregor, Rob
MacGregor
Money Meditation Manifestation!: The 7 Strategies That
Manifest Money Fast! Kindle Edition
Master of Professional
Studies in Applied Intelligence at Georgetown University
Bob Hope's Spaceship Home
Fetches $13M
Photos:
Inside the Obamas’ new house
January 5,
2017 11:33 a.m.
I am
discovering things about myself that are bringing me greater joy and wisdom in
all areas of my life both present and future.
https://www.orindaben.com/pages/rooms/affirmations_room/
My
psychic abilities expand each day.
I follow my life purpose
as it unfolds from moment to moment. I choose my highest path each moment.
I ask my higher self and soul to show me answers and solutions.
My psychic abilities expand each day.
I am
creating heaven on earth.
I know
what I came to earth to do, and I am now doing it.
I focus
steadily on my vision, higher purpose and goals, knowing that as I do, I create
them.
I expand my
channel to my guide and higher self.
My psychic and
telepathic abilities are opening up.
I transcend all
limitations. I live in a limitless world.
I am in the
process of believing it is possible to
have what I want.
I Call Upon What I Imagine
To Be The Influence of Benevolent Spirits From the Heavenly Realms, my higher
self, and my celestial spirit ally team for creativity in both my writings and
all other areas of my life both present and future
Stella Carrier in Heaven
Afterlife Journal Entry 17- Freestyle Story Thursday May 25, 2017 Creating Heaven On Earth Freestyle Story by Stella
Carrier
To My Heavenly Spiritual Ally Team Based in the Afterlife Journal Entry 17-Started
Thursday May 25, 2017
I have much on my mind as I navigate the wisest and most
fruitful actions to take when it comes to healing my career and money situation
as it relates to being a temporary employee to where my contract only resumes
after August 13. Of course, I would like to set myself up for receiving money
year round as I have been able to do so before. I am in the process of wisely
matching up what I want to do with what is for my husband and myself. The only thing I do know for sure is that,
regardless of how my employment and money situation play out, I must stay
residing in the Washington D.C. area for the rest of the current year for
reasons that are only going to make more sense to me intuitively weeks, months,
and maybe even years down the road (which I trust to be within 10-11 years or less).
Yes, I lay on my couch in the apartment that my husband and I live in while my husband
is at work one day after putting in some efforts with applying to jobs that
would help me garner year round employment. I do take full responsibility
because I accepted my current job knowing it was temporary but I suppressed my
emotions on how concerned I might feel about being in between money incomes
during the summer time. Regardless of what my well-meaning critics think, I am
not the type of woman to quit a job without another one lined up unless I am
relocating outside of the area that I live in entirely. Yes, regardless of what
others think, I am far from shy when it comes to being receptive to the
possibility of moving to another state andor my dream location of the Hampton
Roads Virginia area without another job lined up. However, I would still give an
employer the proper minimum of at least a 2-3 week notice with increased awareness
that the employer could tell me to leave work that same day. Yes, I am aware
that an employer could fire andor lay off an employee on short notice at will
for any reason that they like. However, I believe that with strong karma, and
wisely following my intuition, I could eventually rebound and reinvent myself
professionally regardless of if I am forced to leave or if I am allowed to stay
as long as I like. With that out of the way, I sometimes take advantage of the
free time by going back to sleep after my husband heads to work. Recently, I
thought of my future as I usually do once I laid on the bed to go back to sleep
after my husband left for work.
Seconds later, I am in colorful outerspace background similar to what I
had recently seen in the Guardians of the Galaxy two film and I feel myself
flying over to a planet that looks like a refined version of our earth. A
female dressed up as Ella Henderson is
closing singing the Ghost song and starts to sing the Glow song. I
noticed a crowd of various people and spirits dressed in various anime costumes
dancing along near the stage and close to a house that resembles a house featured
from January 2017 titled the Inside the Obama’s New House.
I walk towards the living room and I noticed
that there are three tables situated in the living room area. One table has a
spirit resembling the lead singer of Train in his music video for Drive By
complete with a table cloth that has images of a California winery. A line of
people are waiting in line to grab a title of the book Synchronicity and the
Other Side: Your Guide to Meaningful Connections with the Afterlife
by Trish MacGregor and Rob MacGregor.
The other table has what looks to be
male and female spirits who all look to be in their 30s but I somehow figure
out that they are recently departed earth spirits who left their earth lives in
their 70s. A male spirit resembling the lead singer of Survivor in the Eye of
the Tiger music video is giving out a copy of the following book to the male
and female spirits waiting in line complete with a tablecloth with a Tiger
image of the following book; Prayers to the angels and the archangels by S
Rob.
I am
tempted to go to that table because I noticed that a spirit that resembles Alan
Rickman is coming over to that table in order to help out the other male spirit
to pass out the Prayers to the Angels and Archangels book. This is especially
because I purchased the Prayers to the Angels and Archangels book on December
24, 2015, just a few weeks before myself and millions of other movie fans were
surprised about Alan Rickman dying. I only wanted to approach with harm-free
intent and to see if this was a male spirit simply disguised in costume as Alan
Rickman or if the spirit was actually Alan Rickman.
Before
I could go to that table to fangirl over this particular spirit as I had seen
both the male and female spirits doing I hear what sounds like a benevolent
voice from a third female spirit who resembled Belinda Carlisle in her
brilliant and classic music video Heaven is A Place on Earth (a gem of a song
that I was first exposed to around the time I was seven years old). The female
spirit tells me to just call her Alannah which I admit that I am trying to
figure out what she is trying to tell me as she then plays the song Gods and
Monsters by Lana Del Rey. I then intuitively get the message that this spirit Alannah
is just trying to show me an aspect of who I am in a past lifetime.
Alannah
then compassionately tells me before I show you the books that my table
represents I want you to pay attention to this paper that I am showing you. I
saw Alannah hold up the paper to the following three songs to me; Miss
Independent by Neyo, Most Girls by Pink, and Independent Women by Destiny’s
Child. Right away, I intuitively understand that my higher self is gently
nudging me to embody that type of woman talked about in those three songs by
adjusting my career and money goals to help me achieve that reality, even if my
well-meaning critics think I am reaching too high.
Alannah’s table turns a bright purple
as it reveals the following three books in front of me;
Diane Brandon
Weight Loss: Law of Attraction: Lose Weight Fast With
No Diet Tips and Tricks For Easy Weight Loss (weight loss tips, no diet weight
loss, weight loss motivation) Kindle Edition
Money Manifestation
Meditation by Christopher Mitchell
Alannah then explains to me that my
career and second college degree dreams were placed inside of me for a reason
and even though I am tempted to visit the other two tables, and especially to
see if the male spirit resembling Alan Rickman is real that the three books she
is showing me are 3 of them that I must
focus on right away. Before I could ask Alannah more questions she disappears
and a male spirit resembling lead singer Hozier from Take Me to Church appears.
The male spirit tells
me to just call him Jesse but he admits to me that he actually has a completely
different name and physical appearance. Jesse explains that he has to avoid
giving out his actual name and physical appearance for karmic reasons related
to the fact that he is a helper to my main male spirit guide. Jesse explains
that my main male spirit guide still keeps his true physical appearance hidden
from me for harm-free reasons to help protect my marriage not just for my
temptation but for his.
What Jesse means by
this is that the whole idea of how men and women must conduct themselves in
marriage is an earth concept and is completely different from what is allowed
in the spirit realm. However, there has been a recent phenomena of many married
people making under $40,000 dollars or less who have passed away sooner than
what their earth contract stipulated after seeing the physical appearance of
their spirit guides. Jesse reads my mind and explains what is concerning about
is the fact that many people living on earth, myself included, promised both
our allies and enemies that we would incarnate and be in their life both for
their benefit and not just ours even when our critics/enemies would try to mess
with our attempts to be there for their benefit as well.
Jesse further explains
that he escorted the soul to a heavenly world over less than three hours before
meeting me, a woman who is exactly my age and in my economic situation/marital
situation who was allowed to see her main male spirit guide a year ago as part
of an experiment they did but must not be explained to me. Anyhow, this
particular female fell in love with her male spirit guide after unexpectedly
seeing him during a major economic trauma during her sleep. Let’s just call
this recently departed woman woman A. Up
until then, the male spirit guide was able to resist Woman A’s hidden magnetism
because she was not able to use her imagination to fantasize about meeting him
and actually succeeding in doing this as the power of imagination is even more
potent in the spirit realms. However, Woman A’s hidden magnetism and
imagination got even stronger when her military officer husband carried on an
affair with a popular coworker at their jobs. Some of Woman A’s guardian angels
tried to intervene by trying to influence some of Woman A’s female coworkers to
warm their hearts to her to be her friend and hang out with her after work.
This almost worked
where Woman A made some female friends at work, until one of her other popular coworkers
who secretly had a crush on Woman A’s husband unknowingly brought Woman A’s husband
and a coworker closer together by spreading rumors and gossiping about Woman A
which made it trickier for her to land another job after being laid off. Woman
A knew it was a waste of time to try to be more likable but she knew that it
was also a waste of time to stop another woman from sleeping with her husband until she herself (Woman A) found another job
to try to strengthen her marriage. Woman A’s night time dreams increased during
this time to the male spirit guide in her dream whose physical appearance she
saw and she pretty much acted more aggressive and wild than she does in real
life and pretty much forced herself on him. The male spirit guide was pretty
much aggressive himself in his previous real-life incarnation on earth and so he
reciprocated Woman A’s erotic feelings. However, the magic of that intimate union
brought to manifested her suppressed desire to return to the happy life that
Woman A had in heaven prior to her current earth based life and Woman A unexpectedly
died in her sleep one day after her husband left for work. Stella, speaking as
a helper to your spirit named Jess, You may be secretly asking what is so wrong
with that especially if Woman A’s husband was popular at his job and had a work
based mistress while Woman A could help her husband in other magical ways from
heaven. Additionally, a strong argument could be made what else did Woman A
have to contribute if she was not a golden sheep in her family and she was
trying to increase the number of friends she had both at work and outside of
work.
Well, Stella, as Jesse
I will explain to you that Woman A left behind many supporters and allies, both
in her work and personal life, who she promised before coming to her current
life that she was going to help in direct andor indirect ways. Additionally,
Woman A was contracted to relocate next year to another state within the U.S.
where she would live there not just for the benefit of herself but for the
benefit of both her allies and critics in both her personal and work life. Yes,
Woman A and her male spirit guide are carrying on a romantic relationship as I
speak this to you. However, now the supporters and critics that Woman A has
promised to help have to wait longer than necessary to experience the benefits
of the help she promised them than if Woman A would have stayed alive for at
least six decades more (the length of life that she had left before she used
the power of her imagination to seduce her male spirit guide that she found
irresistible).
Last, but not tragically least, the mistress
of Woman A’s husband did become pregnant and coworkers at the husband’s job
showed their support with a baby shower. However, the mistress of Woman A’s
husband realized that she actually was in love with another man that was around
the same age as Woman A’s husband only after Woman A died. Woman A’s husband
realized that he missed Woman A and even carried on a sexual affair that looked
like Woman A but was not anything like Woman A personality wise. Now Woman A’s
husband has to pay child support to two different children of two different
woman that he is no longer with and have gone on to marry other men. Woman A
actually had in her life contract to help her husband pay child support to the
first child had she stayed alive because she was meant to go on to make at
least 50,000 a year after taxes. However, due to Woman A being dead, Woman A’s
former husband had little choice but to ask his mother for help paying child
support. Now, Stella you of all people know that it is not fair for the mother
in law to have to do that. It was actually meant for Woman A to stick around
and live to help her husband pay child support to the child of the mistress who
had his baby. Additionally, Woman A was actually meant to go on to make enough
money to repay her mother in law back at least 30,000 dollars after taxes of
today’s money plus a nice paid for vacation to Europe.
If
Woman A was still alive today, she actually would have went on to make more money
even in a long distance marriage and improve her marriage to her husband as the
challenges in their marriage was actually not related to the spending that
critics would think but rather the situation of Woman A’s husband being the
sold breadwinner when it is actually in Woman A’s destiny to be a financial
provider and be a career woman her whole life (well was anyhow before Woman A
activated her suppressed desire to return to life as she knew it in heaven
before her previous life after experience the power of what happened when she
succeeded in having her way with her main spirit guide).
I ask Jesse what all of this has to do with me
and he explains the he is just telling me the story to help me realize that I
have it in me to create heaven on earth while I am still alive rather than
waiting until after I die. Jesse appearing as the lead singer Hozier known for
the song Take Me to Church is a way for reminding me to go back to church, even
in my employment situation, because what I am going through requires being
around the presence of other people.
Before I could ask Jesse any more questions he
then disappears from the table and Alannah reappears back in his place. Alannah
then explains to me that she has just spoken with my main male spirit guide as
well as my team of other celestial spirit allies as well as my higher self in
another room of the house while Jesse was speaking to me and has some messages
for me. Alannah then takes my hand and tells me she must take me to another house nearby as I am getting too distracted by the
male spirit guide who is only disguised as Alan Rickman (Alannah explains that
the male spirit is actually a kind and charismatic spirit gifted with charming
female spirits who has the ability to shape shift in his dreams). The spirit
has harm-free and good intentions but Alannah prefers I avoid getting too close
to him today as that spirit actually symbolizes someone who is fan of Alan
Rickman’s work who I have yet to met within 2-5 years of my current lifetime. I
admit I dearly love my husband and I intend to ensure that the marriage between
my amazing husband and I last for the rest of our current lifetime as well as I
intend to be a more prosperous financial provider for my husband and I.
However, I admit that I am curious to know more about who I sense is a male
spirit that is either around the same age as my husband and I or older and who
I sense to have previously known from a past life or a life between lives (i.e.
maybe I met him in a heavenly realm before incarnating back on earth before my
current lifetime on earth). Alannah telepathically reads my mind and explains
all she is allowed to tell me is that he has a connection to serving in the
navy and enjoying the Last Ship tv show just as I do. Currently, he resides in
Norfolk Virginia and one of his first exposures to my online writing was when I
shared an educational link pertaining to Georgetown University’s Master of
Professional Studies in Applied Intelligence.
For karmic reasons, Alannah has been
instructed by my main spirit guide to avoid explaining further for now to me
and instead escort me to another house as I sense a little what she means
because I sense the spirit she is referring to seductively smiling at me from
the next table (as in like the Look of Love song by ABC) and I am almost
tempted to come to him when Alannah gently hugs me and instantly we are both
transported to another house.
This time the house physically resembles the
stylish and lavish house shown in the following article;
Bob Hope's Spaceship Home
Fetches $13M
The house looks gorgeous from the
outside and Alannah explains to me; Stella time is of the essence for you to
use the three books that I had shown you at the table as soon as possible,
especially the ones relating to weight loss and intuition. Please understand
that I know that you are only following your intuition and heart by deciding to
go back to school by 2018 even if it means you can only take one or two online
classes a year in something related to public relations/marketing/advertising.
Additionally, you did agree that prior coming to earth before you’re current
lifetime that you are going to follow your passion to be a writer with little
concern as to obscurity or fame not just for your benefit but for the benefit
of supporters, rivals, and critics who take precious time out of their lives to
look andor glance at what you write for their own benefit and happiness as
well. However, I am here as Alannah to also tell you to start devoting
increased time to blogging about your thoughts and what you learned through at
least three of the courses that you paid for on udemy, keep an open mind to Lynda.com
as well, and make more time to walk at least 10 miles of more at least five
days out of the week even if it means your sleep schedule is only around 5
hours per night. Some popular, attractive, gifted, and talented critics are
going to question your motives andor choices but let them as it is human nature
to project our own feelings and thoughts on to others. This means that you are
going to have to alter your freestyle storytelling and other blog activities.
However, are blogging andor freestyle writing at least once a month in other
areas online is still in line with improving your intuition and creativity.
However, time is also of the essence for you to open an additional email
address to script some of your private dreams, and you must do this as soon as
possible. It is far from politically correct for me to tell you this but
understand that you building/improving on your intuition as well as using the
law of attraction to achieve weight loss is actually part of your destiny and
you must keep trying at this for your own bliss and happiness regardless of how
long it takes. The following knowledge is both for your own benefit and that of
others; Concern yourself more with becoming more self confident, full of
spiritual power, and most of intuitive, in your case Stella work on your
intuition and the self confidence and spiritual power are going to naturally
come together with this. Additionally, it was your celestial ally team in
collaboration with your higher self who gave you the idea to start a wish list
online on at least your blogs that is inspired by Amazon.com for you to start
an Intuition wish list and a Writing wishlist. Do this right away and both of
your wish lists can sometimes be shown on facebook and twitter. However, and
this is very important, only show your writing wish list on linkedin avoid
showing your intuition wish list on linkedin for reasons you are to understand
later. Stella, I am reading your mind and what makes me feel qualified and safe
to advise you of these things is because I am a recently departed former navy
career counselor and human resources person who knew about you in Norfolk
Virginia and was connected to someone that you knew in Norfolk Virginia who was
and still is a supporter of you and who you are going to meet again due to
karmic business that your higher self
promised their higher self 18 months ago without both of you knowing due to
this being done while you were both sleeping obviously in different parts of
the United States. Last, but not least, there is no sugarcoating that you are
going to get judged and labeled crazy by some popular and influential people
for what you are writing less than 23-48 hours that your entry gets posted.
However, there are enough supporters on your side who are also popular and
influential in their own right that are going to glean something from what you
wrote, but this may only be acknowledged after at least 10-11 years from now,
possibly even 23-48 years from now along with many of your other writings. I am
throwing you this motivational/encouragement bone to help remind you in a
healing way that you are following your intuitive heart even when other people,
even from the new age andor occult community that you have tried too many times
to join the tribe of, try to judge you andor say things in a way to where they
are only trying to help you in their way but they need time and patience to
eventually understand that life path of what you are on. I Alannah, leave you
Stella with the following fun message.
Just then, I notice Alannah going
into a room of the same house she took me to that is playing the song Power by
Snap. I try to follow her to the room but I am instantly transported to a train
from a previous dream I had that I was riding on. I remember seeing a classmate
from either middle school or high school, whose family was from the middle
east, speaking in a polite way to one of my long-time friends from middle
school. They were just speaking as platonic friends andor close family members
do on earth, I just wish that I could decode what my higher self was trying to
tell me by showing this. I then am also shown a scene in one of my recent
dreams that I had after I went to sleep after my husband went to work. A man
was cooking a breakfast meal as part of his job and I saw him cooking some
bacon. I tried to eat it but it seemed like the food was cooked in a way that a
food stylist would do for a cooking commercial andor food poster. For whatever
reason, I remember the bacon and I promised myself that I would ask my sweet
husband what he thinks of the dream as fortunately he has stood by me during
both my good times and challenging times during my current earth lifetime. As a
result, I am obviously going to remember my husband loving me regardless of how
much money I make during the rest of my current earth lifetime as I would do
for him. Before I go outside the house to wake up, Alannah approaches me in a
changed gold and violet party dress with the following message: Stella one more
thing, I want you to remember the message of grade schools from our visit. No,
I am not telling you to go back to school to be a grade school teacher. Being a
grade school teacher is very important work but as a former human resources
person and a navy career counselor connected
to the USS Eisenhower I am telling you this; it is part of your destiny to eventually
actually live andor work near grade schools in the Norfolk Virginia area but
also keep in mind middle schools and high schools but you were actually
following your intuition when you were thinking about being either a lunch
lady, janitor, andor school administrator at a grade school.
What this has to do with you while
you are living in the Washington D.C. area, there are enough people on this
earth, especially in the United States, who are always going to have kids to
make up for people such as yourself who voluntarily choose to be child-free.
What that means is that regardless of how our current American society judges
parents and people who choose to be child-free, each person is following what
feels most joyful to them whether it is a woman who chooses to be childree, a
woman who chooses to have one or two kids, or a woman who chooses to have more
than 4. Well meaning and popular critics are going to judge you for considering andor applying for employment in grade
schools in either the Washington D.C. area andor the Norfolk Virginia area.
However, many of the supporters and critics that you promised to help and exist
on earth not just for your benefit but also their benefit work in various jobs
in the grade schools in this area. Your personality, couple with your
employment background makes you a strong candidate for jobs related to being a
lunch lady, janitor, andor school administrator at a grade school. Your destiny
is still a work in progress so to speak to also be open to working in hotels,
motels, fast food places, grocery stores, andor malls near grade schools so to
speak as well. Once again, within minutes of you posting this, many popular,
accomplished, andor influential people may judge you to be crazy as you are
actually an avant-garde woman who writes andor thinks about things ahead of
time. However, you agreed to be unacknowledged while enduring judgment from
others, there are a multiple variety of publicly acknowledged avant-garde men
and women who also think ahead of their time that are going to pave the way for
people considered eccentric such as yourself. However, fortunately there are
also enough influential, kind-hearted, popular, and people from both modest and
accomplished walks of life who secretly are supporters of what you write so
this is going to be for the benefit of them even if you are only acknowledged
for this years from now andor after you transitioned to one of the heavenly
realms after your current earth life. After Alannah explains this to me I am
awoke by my alarm clock to the song Your Man by Josh Turner. For whatever
reason, as much as I would like to speak to my husband Rusty at that moment, I
realize that I would be more considerate and loving to him if I wait until
after he comes home from work to ask him about the breakfast cooking dream by a
cook that featured bacon.
