Please know that I plan to explain more in detail (at least
2-4 sentences within the next 72-96 hours or less) on what inspired me to start this freestyle fiction genre
journal style story regarding heavenly worlds. However, this is independent
from the fact that I’m grateful to be alive and in good health, I’m blessed
with an amazing husband, and I desire to live until the year 2078 if God/Heaven
allows it. I have been influenced by multiple authors in my writings but I
reference Jurgen Ziewe, Bruce Moen and William Buhlman for my first journal
entry because these three authors have influenced my views on the afterlife in
a significant way and I do believe that they are telling what is their truths
from their travels even if I may not agree with exactly everything that is said
(I also hope to eventually aspire to be like these authors in their courage and
truth if I ever decide to venture into the new age nonfiction genre of writing).
However, my conscience is guiding me to give credit to these three authors for
inspiring me to put my own freestyle story spin on what travels to heavenly
worlds would be like through my ideal perspectives just with a fiction genre
slant. Additionally doing these fiction and freelance type of journal entries
to heavenly worlds is a way for me to listen to both my logic and intuition in
accomplishing my goals of continuing to grow my creativity and imagination (which
I understand are necessary tools in my spiritual evolution as a writer). I also
share this on my blog with the
understanding that anyone can borrow what I write for their own inspiration and
that I must share what I write with little concern for fame or obscurity.
To My Heavenly Spiritual Ally Team Based in the Afterlife Journal Entry 1
My efforts in using and applying the following books have
started to pay off: Afterlife Knowledge Guidebook A Manuel for the Art of
Retrieval and Afterlife Exploration Exploring the Afterlife by Bruce
Moen,Vistas of Inifinity How To Enjoy Life When You Are Dead by Jurgen Ziewe
and Adventures In The Afterlife by William Buhlman. I’m actually starting to
have more vivid dreams that show me worlds that are similar to the heaven
worlds described in many of the new age, occult, and Christian books. However,
even I came away from my latest dream with the sense that there are some things
that even a person curious about celestial worlds such as myself still have to
learn regardless of the wisdom that I pick up while alive on this earth. I’m
lucky/fortunate that I live in a time where other people from various walks of
life who came before me,authors and spiritual people have paved for the way for
a person such as myself to be able to safely write about my experiences.
My latest excursion: I’m in front of a library that is
inside a replica of the University of Maryland College Park in this world
except I’m aware that it is no longer on earth because I manage to look at the
library clock and see that it is actually 1 a.m. on September 23rd but with
bright sunlight outside and 2 of the buildings across from me are bursting with
music and parties. I’m curious on if I ought to even walk into the library when
one of the workers dressed as a human Barbie doll with a red hair wig actually
invites me in to a concert that is being held where there copier normally is. The worker in the Barbie Doll
costume lets me know that she is unable to tell me right now who she is but
that I knew her as one of my coworkers during my time in Yokosuka Naval Base
Japan where I met my husband. However, the Barbie Doll Costume employee says
that she can reveal my identity to me within 88 days from now. I know that this
is definitely not my waking life because only students of the University of
Maryland College Park are allowed to be in the library overnight even during
the school year unless you are student from a partnership college with a pass.
There are over 30 people gathered in what is normally the copier area watching
a rock group perform. The group currently performing is 30 seconds to Mars with
the City of Angels song. I lean against the wall to hear the music when I
notice that the sign lists that the concert is going to go on for at least 4
more hours in earth time and some of the groups that are listed next in the
roster are the group The Naked and Famous (know for the Young Blood song),
Franz Ferdinand, Goldfrapp, Santigold, and a list of 8 more bands. I wonder how
they are going to fit 8 more groups into 4 more hours when a person dressed in
a blue cape and covered with a porcelain mask approaches me. I recognize this
person but I try to confirm but the porcelain masked person also mentions that
they are unable to tell me for now but they are allowed to transport me to the
bus station that is a replica of the Adele Stamp Student Union because they
have to save more for me to see in the future and they were given orders by one
of my spirit guides that I need to wake up in time to be a spiritual support
system/encourager for my husband as he wakes up for an important appointment
that he has to attend. The person in the
porcelain mask simply asks me to hold the same book that they are holding and
less than 5 seconds later I’m in front of the bus station by Adele Stamp
Student Union. I notice in front of the Stamp Student Union there is both
Madonna and Lady Gaga jointly holding a concert. Across the street from me
seems to be a class who is receiving lessons on painting and art as tools for
manifestation from two world famous celebrities who have passed on. I also
notice that there are actually two bright colored rainbows in front of me and 6
purple an pink colored buses heading to different universities in this celestial
realm. The first pink and purple colored bus has people who want to head to
Georgetown University in celestial realm a, the second bus has people heading
to George Washington University in celestial world 3, the third bus has people
heading to American University in celestial realm L, the fourth bus shows the destination
to Northern Virginia Community College in celestial realm 13, I even see a bus
labeled destination Old Dominion University in celestial realm B. Before I have
a chance to ask the porcelain masked visitor what is going on they explain that
they will tell me more on my next visit. Before I have the chance to ask me
further the porcelain masked visitor calls a red, gold, blue, and pink limousine
for me and I wake up when a shapely woman with bright red curly hair that
cascades down her waist opens the door for me.
Songs To Use in Today's Freestyle Story July 14 2016
Feel Alive by Krewella, Treasure by Bruno Mars, What Makes You Beautiful by One Direction, Glad You Came by the Wanted, Spirits by the Strumbellas, Up in the Air by 30 Seconds to Mars, Stronger by Kanye West,Everything Has Changed by Taylor Swift,Vogue by Madonna, We Run The Night by Havana Brown, Good Life by One Republic, Let it Rock by Kevin Rudolf, You Spin Me Round by Dead or Alive,The Walker by Fitz and the Tantrums, Sweet Dreams by Eurythmics, Moves Like Jagger by Maroon 5 feat. Christina Aguilera,Best Day of My Life by American Authors,
To My Heavenly Spiritual Ally Team Based in the Afterlife Journal Entry 2-Started July 14, 2016
It feels great to have learned the art of lucid dreaming. I now have greater control of being able to travel wherever I want in the heavenly worlds/afterlife as well as to countries that I have always dreamed of traveling during my current lifetime. For instance, I figured out a way to travel to some of the following places in the following magazine article but in a parallel universe/heavenly dimension type of slant;http://www.britain-magazine.com/carousel/our-top-25-halloween-happenings/
Top 25 Halloween happenings in Britain 2015
. As a matter of fact, I was attending a class held inside the heavenly counterpart of the museum of witchcraft and magic in Cornwall that was being led by four gifted druids who lived and died over several hundreds of years ago before some powerful and wealthy people in Rome had them killed. There were some sympathetic wealthy and powerful families who were sheltering these 4 druids for some time but sadly some of these families were also killed for daring to sympathize and help the druids. One of the druids in a gold and red robe with a peach colored mask politely tells me that I was his apprentice in his last incarnation on earth and that he looks forward to teaching me some of the powerful celestial magic in our future meetings together. The druid who recognizes me from a past lifetime even points me to some of the books he has set aside for me by asking his other assistant (dressed in an Anubis costume) who identifies herself as a librarian who helped wrote many of the magical books that existed in the library of Alexandria Egypt before the library was burned down. The woman in the Anubis costume explains to me that she was able to preserve this knowledge through means that she is not allowed to share with me yet. I politely try to ask the Druid who remembers me from a past lifetime if both he and his assistant are allowed to show me during my current lifetime on earth or after my current lifetime on earth has ended and they meet me in heaven. Before the Druid (who remembers me from a past life)thinks about telling me the porcelain masked visitor from the heaven world replica of the University of Maryland College Park pops wearing a midnight blue robe and firmly but lovingly tells the Druid it must remain a mystery to me for now.
Less than 30 seconds later, the porcelain masked visitor (from the college) explains to me that he will tell me more in the future but he has to be quick with me for this meeting because there are only 8 minutes and 30 seconds left that he has with me before I have to wake up in time before my husband affectionately wakes me up from an extended 2 hour nap. Right then I see a table to men and women gathered who explain to me that they are going to be part of my advice council in my next meeting. A lady identifying herself as a fan of William Brinkley's Last Ship book explains that she is going to talk with me within the next 80 days on how this ties into my life purpose. I then am shown a tv screen of a 10 year old boy from India named Baljeet who became a fan of the Phineas and Ferb tv show after the first two seasons were gifted to him from a rich aunt and uncle living in the United States. Baljeet shows me one of the middle schools that is set in heaven that he is attending and a playlist of music artists and songs that are going to be shown in a special concert during a field trip that he is attending. What this has to do with me is that I'm to escort him to this concert in a future visit because his older sister who passed on before him(who is about the same age as me) is living in a cartoon like world that Baljeet also visits that is a mix of Ever After High, The Winx Club, Sophie The First Show, and My Little Pony due to work that she too is doing as a writer. Baljeet then explains to me through the tv that he was grateful to have been given a chance to come back to earth in order to help him with the work that he is going to do in the afterlife. What this has to do with me is that Baljeet admitted that he does miss some of the family members he left behind on earth but that he also has a much happier life now than what he had on earth. My purpose of the initial meeting and future meetings has to do with me meeting kids and adults like him who did feel concern for those they left behind but to also spread the message that while they cannot do everything for their loved ones that there are some strings that they are allowed to pull when it comes to putting their family and friends in contact with people who can help them grow spiritually and financially. I then ask the porcelain visitor what about my visits to the other celestial universities promised to me. He then politely explains that unlike during my life on earth. there is a way for me to do both and more and that he could help me help some of the children and adults as well as go on my own travels and educational pursuits as long as I keep my posts to my blogs for now. Without saying anything further a red paper in gold writing appears: Stella people are going to judge you and question if your time is worth it to write on these posts about traveling to various worlds without sharing them on facebook andor without concern for fame or obscurity. However, it is imperative for your life purpose because it is going to help you and others interested in these posts in some ways that we are not allowed to disclose until after you pass from this earth life. Before I try to ask more I'm transported to a bright and sunny world filled with bright blue water, pink and blue grass, and people dancing outside in a music festival event that has both men and women dancing around as well as actual doll looking creatures and living beings who both resembled my little pony characters and other types of cartoons. I try to go towards the partygoers especially because the partygoers are in different rooms of a castle like mansion that is themed by the mix of music listed before today's entry) but I end up flying towards a purple and orange mountain with a gorgeous multicolored house and a check dated 15 million dollars dated for October 31, 2038. A silver and while plan flies up with the banner that all of this could manifest in my reality as long as I follow my destiny and make time for my Stella Carrier in Heaven Journal Entry regardless of the external outcome and especially because doing so is going to help grow more fresh and new ideas for my writing and other areas of my life for both myself and others who take the time to read my posts (both during the present and even years later). I politely ask and command the plane to come towards me and take me to the party where many of the people were having a good time inside the various rooms themed with different music. I was less than ten feet from the mansion when the song Up In The Air by 30 Seconds From Mars Came Up and I woke up the Walker song by Fitz and the Tantrums playing on my alarm clock.
To My Heavenly Spiritual Ally Team Based in the Afterlife Journal Entry 3-Started Friday July 15, 2016
A Heaven's Ambassador Influence On Me
I'm starting to gain momentum and increased motivation when it comes to my walking and weight loss goals but I'm careful to avoid comparing myself when weight loss andor money success stories pop up in my online newsfeeds (for spiritual reasons). I may keep a story here and there when I intuitively sense that the article is going to truly help me but I prefer to avoid sharing ways that I can spot the differences between articles that are better left unclicked and ones that get clicked andor that I eventually share online andor save on any of my blogs for right now. Anyhow, I decided to lay down briefly an extended powernap to recharge my batteries after walking when less than 8 minutes after laying in my bed I could tell that I'm lucid dreaming because I'm driving a midnight blue mazda 3 in my dream towards the apartment complex that is a replica of the one that I lived in during the time I lived in Norfolk Virginia. However, the tipoff I'm in an afterlife world is that fact that as I drive into the parking lot of the apartment in Norfolk Virginia I notice that the sky has a bright gold yellow color with a bright blue pink and purple sky. Right in front of my apartment is two groups of people wearing bright and colorful outfits from different time periods holding bonfires and each of the groups resemble the cd cover of a cd compilation that I originally bought back in August 7, 2006 titled Scando-Nova Future Sounds From The Scandinavian Underground while music is blaring in the background (the song Let it Rock by Kevin Rudolf feat. Lil Wayne is playing as I drive up to see this and then Wild Ones by Flo Rida feat. Sia). I'm tempted to join the parties that are being hosted around the two festive bonfires near my previous apartment but something pulls me towards checking out the previous apartments (which were the Breezy Point apartments close by the Norfolk Naval Base). Anyhow, I open the door that is painted orange, gold, and purple and where my living room use to be is a pop up coffee cafe titled Heartbucks (inspired by the Starbucks model) and the porcelain mask fellow who I first met in the heaven edition replica of the University of Maryland College Park campus. Within five seconds of looking at his eyes to determine how I may know him (possibly previously) he reads me my mind and tells me to just call him a heaven ambassador for now until he could come up with another name for me to call him. I notice in that short timeframe Heaven's ambassador managed to use the time lag of me staring into his eyes to get a sense of who he was to create a green and gold table and yellow and purple cups that hold a red liquid. A Heaven's Ambassador raises his glass to me and encourages me to drink the glass. Less than some seconds later a Heartbucks employee wearing a Madonna costume hands me a maroon color writing edition of local newspaper that I viewed online in my waking life less than 12-13 hours previously.
I notice that the paper opens right away to the part where some high profile person went back to their previous employer despite what a Washington Post writer saying that this person trashed their former employer. However, I understand that there are two sides to every story and it is human nature to hear the side of whoever is more powerful and influential and only sometimes the side of the story of a person who still has yet to garner that same affluence. A Heaven's Ambassador asks me Stella why do you think I brought you here instead of the usual places that you would have went on your own today: I then explain to A Heaven's Ambassador: I believe that this writing gives me a clue about my divine life purpose but in a way different from most people would expect. A Heaven's Ambassador then tells me go on Stella tell me more; I then add "This dream combined with me seeing that writing reminds me that regardless of what some of my most persuasive, intelligent, and psychic critics may say that it is actually part of my divine life purpose to follow my intuition/logic to eventually both work and live in Virginia not so out of the popular cliche of passion but more out of this is what I'm meant to do in alignment of living the essence of the wealthiest and exciting life still with its ups and challenges but also a practical Virginia style outside of Hollywood California version with my amazing husband of Fergie's Glamorous feat. Ludacris (though I do find Fergie to be a talented songwriter especially with that song). The Norfolk Virginia location in my dream symbolizes that like the subject in the local newspaper that I read about today that I need to forgive and truly finish forgiving the coworkers who discriminated against me in my previous Walmart job (without ever having to go back to that job as there are other minimum wage jobs available) and to accept that it is ok for me to exercise my right to avoid going back to work there again but to not ever write off my military experience because it may actually combine in some way with the new private sector job that I'm blessed to have in Virginia . Additionally, regardless of how it turns in my professional life to go ahead and learn from that experience to help myself make a fresh start professionally with my new job that I'm blessed to have. Last, but not least, to take the lesson from both the dream and the newspaper to follow my dream of eventually moving to Virginia and eventually buying a house there by the year 2030 because being able to live in the state where I want to live is something I have greater control over in my present life and for the rest of my current lifetime (in addition to it actually being part of my divine life purpose). Just then a Heaven's Ambassador starts shapeshifting into various characters from the Last Ship and Feed The Beast tv shows. I try to interpret why when less than 8 seconds later his assistant dressed in a Madonna costume snaps her fingers and I'm all of a sudden on a plane that is doubling as a newly created house (similiar to the plane in Glamorous by Fergie) and I peak outside to see a cloud themed party but this time I see two females dressed in angel costumes and two males dressed as wizards with the difference being one dressed as Severus Snape and the other being dressed as Gandalf from the Hobbitt and Lord of the Wing trilogies. I then see them dancing to some music from Annie Lennox from a large screen as they too join hands and create a table of various colorful foods (fruits, desserts, steak, fish). I politely ask one of the dark haired females in an angel costume what they are doing especially as some of the characters from the Tinkerbell, and two people wearing hats labeled screenwriters who inspired the 2015 Peter Pan, High Society, and both Arthur movies. I even then seen a man dressed similiar as the late Dudley Moore coming to the table with a bottle of wine. Both the dark haired woman dressed as an angel and the spirit dressed in a Dudley Moore costume say in unison "We Are Answering Your Soul's Call To Show You Some Puzzle Pieces Encompassing Who You Are'. Before I could ask more questions I wake up to the song World In My Eyes by Depeche Mode from my youtube playlist, it turns out I left my youtube playlist on prior to falling asleep.
To Be Continued Within the Next 3 days or less- I must logoff the internet soon to cook some food ahead of time for the weekend, shower and style my hair ahead of time, and to eventually be in my bed asleep within 2 hours of less of this writing to be well rested for my new job in the Northern Virginia area that I'm blessed to have. One Song To Use As Inspiration For My Next Entry;Walking In My Shoes by Depeche Mode
